Hey, I just met you, and this is crazy, but here's my number, so call me maybe~

So I just realized. :/

Everything I do, everything I say, is for you. I live for you, you are my muse, you are my light in the darkness. You are my brother, my best friend, the one who holds my heart.

Stress, anxiety, shit, personal problems, family issues, friend stuff, school, the past, drama, depression. I'm done with it all. I want it all to stop.

You are one of the best people I've ever met. You are an amazing person, who always seems to make me smile, no matter what the day. You are loving, caring, easy to talk to, trustworthy, open, and honest. You mean the world to me. When you ask me how I am and if I need anything like you are genuinely concerned about me...it's the little things. The fact that you like me isn't awkward anymore because you told me. You're the older brother that I'll never have, my best friend. You were there for me when it seemed like no one else was, and you don't even know it. You came into my life at the right time. When you talk about joining the army, a knot forms in my throat. When I think about you leaving, I can't even handle it. I'd become even more depressed than I already am...I'd go through MAJOR seperation anxiety. I couldn't breathe when you told me about your depression and suicide attempts. When you told me you liked me, I told you that you were my best friend. I don't know how me not liking you back hit you, and that kills me. I can't bear thinking that I hurt you... I have so much to thank you for and I owe so much to you. The way things were between us, I loved it. And if it changes, I don't know what I'll do. I can't lose you...I'm afraid to lose you...And I don't know if we're ok, and if you're ok, and I keep dying inside. You have made such an impact, you don't even know the half of it. And I wish that I could tell you all of this...right now. But you need your space, even if it's killing me. You mean the world to me, and I'm afraid to lose you...because I can't lose you...I love you so much...
 
So this is for you, love. <3

[David Guetta]
I met a guy a couple months ago when I started my job. I have so much to thank him for, and he was the one that introduced me to listening to the lyrics of this song. Everytime I hear it, I tear up and think of him. <3

[Katy Perry]